...a poem for someone...

written by Joshane Samson


sadness haunts my soul in this cold night
darkness packed my heart with fright
where is the love i am begging to feel?
where is the care i need to be standing still?

i am alone, messed up and confused
all mixed up, don't know what road to choose
please, someone, don't let me down
don't just stare and leave me on the ground

my tears run dry waiting for someone
someone to hold me and will never be gone
someone to save me from this rain
someone who will be there to lose or gain

if i fall will somebody catch me?
will somebody there to hear my plea?
is there real somebody who cares for me?
somebody out there who will love me with glee?
if you are my "someone" to be,
please come and rescue me

...doxology nila...

nung buwan ng wika 2009

...christmas presentation ng mga 4th year...

hanep c generome, hahahahahaha

...juniors and seniors' cheering squad...

the juniors and seniors

hahahaha... nahuhuli ang sound ng video...

...graduation song...

PCLAeanz 2010, graduation song during their graduation ceremony

i am who i am

i am a teacher...

...i will influence other people
to be morally upright...

i am a friend...

...i will lend you a helping hand,
a listening ear, an undivided attention
and a shoulder to cry on...

i am a lover...

...i will love you with all my heart and
till the last beat of my heart...

i am a brother...

...i will share you what i have
and what i am going to have...

i am a son of my father...

...i will respect him and
will make him proud of me...

i am a servant of God...

...i will offer Him my love
and my praises, in Him i will
surrender my life...

i am myself...

...with no doubt, i will live
my life to the fullest...

...i can be the best teacher...

...i can be the most trusted friend...

...i can be the sweetest lover...

...i can be the most caring brother...

...i can be the most loving son...

...and most of all...

...i can be the humblest servant of God...

...ala lang...

sakit na nga sa puso, sakit pa rin ba sa nguso... akalain ko ba na may langgam pla yung kinain ko kanina na tinapay... kung di pa ako kinagat sa nguso, doi ko mamamalayan... hayyyzzz....

pero at least yung langgam may gana akong halikan, hahahahaha... sana lang, lumipas na ang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon... sana kahit konti gumaling na ang duguan kong puso...

...ano naman ngayon kung ayaw nya na sa akin... di pa naman siguro katapusan ng mundo... sugat lang ito... gagaling din... di naman ako diabetic eh... LOL... magkapeklat man ang puso ko... alaala na lang iyon na minsan nagmahal ako at nasaktan...

...kaya sayo... salamat sa pagmamahal... salamat sa panahon... at salamat at naging bahagi ng buhay ko...

...pagkatapos nito... alam kong wala ng pag-asa... pero kuntento na ako na alam kong minahal mo ako at alam mo na minahal kita ng sobra-sobra... kung may kasalanan man ako... yun ay yung di ako nagtira ng maski konting pagmamahal para sa sarili ko... binuhos ko lahat para sayo...


salamat at paalam...

...kenneth during search for g. at binibining kalikasan 2010

...a powerhouse performance of kenneth...

...PCLAeanz 2010...

...time out...

...teka...teka...

...foul na ata ito... lagi na lang akong nasasaktan... di ka ba nakakahalata na duguan na ang puso ko... mukhang masaya ka panga na makita akong nasasaktan... ouch naman... luray luray na ako... sana naman magsawa ka na sa laro mong saksak puso...

...time out naman muna... pwede ba mski sandali... sumaya naman ako...

...samu't sari...

...may mga bagay na di maipaliwanag ng pakiramdam lamang... mga bagay na kailangan pang masalamin natin sa mga kilos at galaw... minsan kailangan pang ipagsigawan bago natin malaman ang isang bagay na kailangan nating malaman... masakit isipin na maski pinagpipilitan na natin na gawin ay heto at di pa natin pansin...

...mabigat sa dibdib kung di man natin masabi...

...pero minsan... gusto man natin aminin...


...di natin magawa...

...unconditional love...

this morning, during my values class, (yeah! you read it right! i am teaching values!LOL! just like i don't need it myself) i discussed about the parable of the prodigal son. though it is a very common values story that teach us about unconditional love, it still affect me somehow...

i feel that i am in the shoes of the elder son that wants vengeance for the unjust treatment that he had from his father... but somehow, i can feel the unconditional love that the father gave to his younger son...

...as i think of it, i realized that loving someone should accompanied with acceptance... accepting the past of the person you love... hating the bad deeds but not the person committing it....

...unconditional love, maybe it is giving a part of you to someone you love even he/she is not worth of it... after all, even the most hated person has the right to be loved...

...the bottom line? love with all of your heart, love with all of yourself... even it is not worth it...