from blue to red

Twists are part of my life. But not all that moments brought good things to me. But the most unexpected thing that ever happened to me was the time when the persons that I thought my friends put me down and dumped me, and worst kicked my damn ass into hell. I was miserable at that time. I thought bad things about my self. My morale and self-esteem were very low. I tried to get trust from my friends, but most of them turned their back on me. I was caught in the middle of nothingness. I was in blue.

But, just like my fave song “Rainbow” said, “There is always rainbow after the rain”. Haha, I realized that I have to move on and prove them wrong. Little by little, I got back my confidence. I began to see the brighter side of my life. My family and my friends who remained by my side were source of my energy. I visited lot of places and reflected from the experience that I gained. I try to understand the meaning of life in the middle of continuous battle. I learned to love my self and to be happy on what I have. I found peace within myself. I found happiness out from loneliness. Then suddenly, another twist came into my life, “out of blue paint, I painted my world red”.