March 13, 2007
...tears in my eyes again... though you see me happy...but deep inside of me is sorrow... i want to end this dispute...but do i have to make the first move?... do i have to surrender my pride?... why i have to?... after all its not my fault... but, can i still continue face another day full of pretension... i am just like a clown... wearing a mask that is not conveying the true feeling that my heart shouting of... i am ballistic... i am full of hatred... but i learned to treat him as my brother... as part of my life... i want to undo the things that parted us... maybe some other time... maybe it is not yet time... or maybe it is not really God's will to let us be good friends again... i really want to make all things in order... i am hoping... but i learned not to expect to much...
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