March 14, 2007
...maybe the hardest thing that a person can do is to abandon the things you are used to do...just like leaving behind the person you used to care...parting words are just like knives...little by little it will tear u apart... it is hard for us to wake up in the morning...knowing that we are going to face another day without the friends you used to spend your day with... how can you face the fact that you're not physically apart...you bumped him or her on the hallway... but you both acted like you’re a complete strangers to each other... you’re in the same place...but emotionally you're miles away to each other...you reminisce the day that you're together... feeling sorry for the things that had happened... but still you cant work things out... you feel incomplete because something is in you is missing... there is laughter and smile in your face... but there is loneliness in your heart and tears in your eyes... you have to pretend that everything is OK even without him or her...but the laughter in your face is not enough to hide what really your heart says... you long for the companion of others... it is not because you want to forget him or her... but to ease the pain and loneliness... maybe friendship is not strong enough why everything fails... yes, saying goodbye is a beginning of a new chapter of one's life... but saying goodbye sometimes can cause great sorrow... can bring pain... can destruct you totally... and can make you miserable for the rest of your life... i hope that this time as i say "goodbye", it signifies new beginning in my life...
...goodbye or not goodbye... it doesn’t matter anymore...
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