my mother is a huge joke

Well who said that only movie can have a tragic and dramatic setting in life? Hmmm, I prove you wrong. Well, sad to say, I am one of those individual who belongs to what they called “broken family”. My mother abandoned us when I’m just a little kid. At first, there was no impact on me; I thought I’m just like other kids and I had what also they had. Then things begun to change, I am wondering why it was my father who always attended my every PTA meeting in school, why he was the one who pinned my first academic medal and many sorts of why. I asked him why did my mother was not around and told me that she was away to find her own happiness. My father did not want me wish to know what really happened; only my grandma told me why my mother left us. And from that day, I learned to hate my mother. I keep wondering why she did it to us. She did not even care for us. I waited for years for her coming back, but I got tired from waiting for nothing. I told to myself, she not worth us, besides, I have still my father. A father who did not forget to care for us, who loved and continues to love us more than his self. He sacrificed his own happiness for us.

Ask me what if one day my mother turns into our doorstep, what am I going to do? Hmmmm, maybe I will slam the door right under her face, joke! Honestly, I don’t know what am I going to do. Maybe, time only knows what will happen… and only time can heal the wound that keeps hurting inside me.